Watching my grandma slowly die… This is the hardest thing I have ever gone through. It’s sad, & very hard on me. But I wouldn’t trade this experience for anything in the world. I am SO grateful to have this time with her. And I’m happy that I’m able to do this. I’m happy for my grandma that there is someone here that will abide by her wishes & let her die with dignity. But still… it’s hard to watch her suffer. Fortunately though, her mind is slipping away & she’s sleeping most of the time. I can tell she’s at peace now. I don’t think she has much longer to go. I’m both sad and happy about that. Sad (of course) that I’m losing one of the most important people in my life. My grandma is my best friend, and has been more of a mother to me than my own mother ever was. But I’m happy that soon, she won’t be suffering anymore. And she’ll finally be reunited with all her loved ones that have gone before her.